I need to work on learning something new or practice something I am already learning.
July 7. 2024
That's when I wrote the title for this post.
3 months ago.
In these past 3 months a lot has happened, we went from the blazing long days of summer to the shorter cooler days of fall, light jackets and hoodies are coming out and October is here. Harvest is in full swing, farmers are in the fields, and the trees are changing colors more and more every day. I also started crocheting for the first time in about 6 years. I tackled a large project first and foremost, thinking that it would be easy, and it would all come back to me. Boy was I wrong, but I figured out my mistakes and have learned what I have done wrong. Since then, I have been a little crocheting machine. I have made several throw sized afghans, a couple of vests, and now I have a poncho on my hooks. I have refound my, love for my fiber craft. I am quite limited, I only have 2 different sized hooks, and a hodgepodge of yarn. But I am thankful I have that, and I am making it work. and quite well I might add. I have also been trying to be mindful to love myself more, that's a hard thing to do when you don't even know who you are. Not like you can google yourself, and find those answers, you have to go deep, as deep within yourself as your able to go at that time. That's scary to think about, but that is what I have done. I am learning who I am from the creators point of view. Not my parents, not anyone else, but my creator, the one who created me in teh way he wanted to, so I can become who he wants me to be, I don't even know what that looks like, I just know that this is an answer that only he can answer. I am just patiently being led there by him...I am growing, and I am struggling in that growing...But I am growing......